Bear

Every time i read this my heart breaks even more.

its strange how you can lose so much in one month.

November 2009 - pure heart ache and pain

my bear and my baby

Head fuck!

I loved you like a sister and you abused my friendship, you stripped me down until i had nothing left but my real friends. if it wasn't for my girls god knows what sort of state i would be in now.

yet just a few words and my heart wants to let you back in. i think of all the good times we had, and the pain you caused disappears.

yet in my head i keep thinking, am i being silly? will you hurt me again? how can i trust you after everything you did to me?

help?

i wish i was as pretty as her!

And that tattoo is HOT! x

what tattoo should i get tomorrow???

Swallow on my collar bone/ shoulder?







A cupcake on my thumb?




Or Happily Ever After tattooed across my right hip??

Geeky Night with the Sister :)

Tuff & Deadly @ The Royal Basement . . . . Great Night :)

Hair cut and colour!

Been a While!

so as your all probably aware im moving to Blackpool in 4 weeks! so excited! im also very scared. im mainly worried that i wont make friends or that if i do make friends they will be nothing compared to the amazing friends i am leaving here in Southend! im still unsure what i should take with me?! a lot of clothes and shoes and photo's thats for sure!

Leaving Drinks @ The Railway Pub, 7pm, 26th March!