Wednesday 17 March 2010
the unborn
I Was feeling sorry for myself
I Lost interest in anything else
I Could only see.
My baby died inside of me
I Had to forgive myself
I Had to move on to something else
My friend Had an idea to cheer me up,
Lets see a phychic
She had a message from an unborn lad
He said Mummy please dont be so sad
I chose not to live, cos I had a bad heart
I didnt want to be a burden
I Felt overwhelmed and yet relieved
I Knew it was time to stop the grief
I Smiled through my tears
At last I could bury my fears
She had a message from an unborn lad
He said Mummy please dont be so sad
I chose not to live, cos I had a bad heart
I didnt want to be a burden
I Felt overwhelmed and yet relieved
I Knew it was time to stop the grief
I Smiled through my tears
At last I could bury my fears
He didnt want to be a burden,
no he Didnt want to be a burden
no no noooooh
He didnt want to be a burden
my baby.
Monday 15 March 2010
Sunday 7 March 2010
too much on my mind
the closer i am to leaving this drag of a town the more i have on my mind. i need some sort of release, i need someone to talk to, i need a shoulder to cry on, i just need someone to take the time to listen.
its all got too much and i feel like i may break down
Head fuck!
I loved you like a sister and you abused my friendship, you stripped me down until i had nothing left but my real friends. if it wasn't for my girls god knows what sort of state i would be in now.
yet just a few words and my heart wants to let you back in. i think of all the good times we had, and the pain you caused disappears.
yet in my head i keep thinking, am i being silly? will you hurt me again? how can i trust you after everything you did to me?
help?
yet just a few words and my heart wants to let you back in. i think of all the good times we had, and the pain you caused disappears.
yet in my head i keep thinking, am i being silly? will you hurt me again? how can i trust you after everything you did to me?
help?
Wednesday 3 March 2010
what tattoo should i get tomorrow???
Been a While!
so as your all probably aware im moving to Blackpool in 4 weeks! so excited! im also very scared. im mainly worried that i wont make friends or that if i do make friends they will be nothing compared to the amazing friends i am leaving here in Southend! im still unsure what i should take with me?! a lot of clothes and shoes and photo's thats for sure!
Leaving Drinks @ The Railway Pub, 7pm, 26th March!
Leaving Drinks @ The Railway Pub, 7pm, 26th March!
Saturday 6 February 2010
Thursday 4 February 2010
♥
I wish i could click my fingers an it would be as if you never left me!
but instead you are safely placed in my heart!
I wasn't ready for you, but i would have given you every thing i have!
♥
RIP
Monday 1 February 2010
Lost and confused
I know how i feel and i want to do whats right for me so i can be happy but i don't want other people to be unhappy because of the decisions i make!
Do i follow my heart and risk someone being hurt?
Do i follow my head an stick with this unhappiness and uncertainty just so i please others?
Or do i say Fuck it all an leave myself and others unhappy?
How can i please everybody?
Totally lost right now
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