Head fuck!

I loved you like a sister and you abused my friendship, you stripped me down until i had nothing left but my real friends. if it wasn't for my girls god knows what sort of state i would be in now.

yet just a few words and my heart wants to let you back in. i think of all the good times we had, and the pain you caused disappears.

yet in my head i keep thinking, am i being silly? will you hurt me again? how can i trust you after everything you did to me?

help?